Tuesday, June 19, 2007

She started stalking me. She called whenever she wanted, even at work, or even when I was sleeping. She bombarded me with words that I really did not appreciate. Words that I did not even think would come from her. Words that made me feel bad about myself. I tried talking to her - several times - but it did not work. I've tried dealing with her issues and tried to help her out in her situation but nothing happened. She continued doing what she was doing. There were times that she approaches me to ask for forgiveness and promised she would never do it again. I believed her so I forgave her. But then after some time she started stalking me again.
Finally, I asked help from people with authority. I found the things she was doing really disturbing, even my family and friends were affected by it already. They talked to her and she promised she would stop bothering me and that she was ashamed of what she was doing. But I find it hard to believe. I guess I was so fed up with her lies. I guess I stopped trusting her.

But then I don't want to live with all these excess baggages. I want to let go of these emotions. I don't want to be angry forever. I want to be able to forgive those persons who has done awful things against me. I don't want to carry this burden for the rest of my life. I want to let them go and I want to be free.
I want to be able to worship my God without all of these negative emotions.
Forgive me, Lord, for keeping all of these in me. Help me forgive them totally and to forget about the things they have done. I was a sinner, too. But You have forgiven me. So in return I will do the same for them. I will do it for You. Because I love You. Amen.Labels: Insights
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I am Zham. Friends call me Zhammy. Some know me as Zharmin. But i prefer to go by my nickname "ZHAM". I'm an artist. A musician. A photographer. And most of all God's servant - a worshiper. It's all about my Maker. My Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
Well who am I? I am not famous. I'm an ordinary person with extraordinary things to share. I'm a History Maker. Aren't we all are? What matters to me is the things that I do... the legacy I leave behind... my history.
Photography is one gift that I am really passionate about.
I started taking photos when my parents gave me this film camera when I was 7 years old. But it was only later when I got so serious about it. It's really a passion.Everyday is an opportunity to take beautiful photographs. Everyday is a great new day to learn. Every new day gives inspiration to improve my craft.
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Thanks to my good friend ALVIN CHAN for this portrait. Appreciate it buddy!
We are a team of collaborative and creative individuals driven by our passion for art, fashion and photography.
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Zham Libunao|photographer, creative director
GLAM SQUAD
Mitchie Lumanlan|style, hair and make up
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I also have other contacts - professional make up artists and stylists - who helped me with some of the photos I have taken which are posted here. You can also avail of their service upon request.
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13th Sept 2007: Photo Shoot at Intramuros, Manila
28th Sept 2007: Photo Shoot at the Fort
25th Nov 2007: Glamour/Sexy Photoshoot at GRAPHIC REPUBLIC. Organized by LOUSIANNE and JC
2nd Dec 2007:
Re-scheduled: Glamour/Sexy Photoshoot at GRAPHIC REPUBLIC. Organized by LOUSIANNE and JC
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Philippine Center for Creative ImagingManual Magazineimag|photographyNylon for GuysStudio NB: Nigel Barker PhotographyHillsong UnitedHillsong AustraliaAmerica's Next Top ModelTyra BanksFotografia D' PanlilioMetro Him (MetroZines)Mike Rosenthal PhotographyRichard Reinsdorf PhotographyMarkus Klinko & IndraniMatthew Jordan SmithViviens Creative ManagementKane Skennar PhotographyDominique JamesJun MirandaIbarra DeriRaymund Isaac
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