Zhammy Makes History: Zham Libunao Photography

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Someone sent me a text message today. I don't know who it was because the only thing showing on the id was the number. The message went like this, "It is a sober fact that the only being to be thrown out from heaven is a worship leader because of Pride". It hit me. I was scared because I'm not quite sure if I was hurting anybody unconsciously. And I don't ever want to hurt any body's feelings. Because I know how it feels like. I was abused emotionally by people that I have had trusted, people that I have cared about and people who I have once included as a part of my life. I was extremely blinded to the point that I have let go of myself and focused on other's welfare. I considered myself as last among my priorities. But then God did not allow that to continue. So one day I woke up filled with courage and strength to end it. I got tired of being too kind... or should I say being a fool. My true friends said that I was too kind that other people tend to abuse that kindness. I felt really hurt and betrayed. I told myself that I did not deserve to be treated like that... no one actually deserves to be used and be betrayed especially by people they considered good friends.

Also, there was this person whom I have met in a very respectable place. She always seemed too kind to me. She was a lot older, kinda like my mom's age, but she was always pleasant and has always treated me well and with extra kindness. She overwhelmed me with complements and said she sees her little brother in me. I found it odd for a woman of her age to try to associate with my circle of friends which are all as young as I was. But I did not mind and thought she was just trying to be nice. But then later on, she started to act so weird. She sent me messages that connotes a different kind of feeling towards me. But I still didn't mind it and thought she was just really trying to be sweet. I said to myself that she might probably be sending the same messages to all my other friends. But it turned out that I was wrong. And then it got worse. She began to haunt me with weird messages and started to call me even in the middle of the night. She admitted to one of my friends that she was deeply in love with me and that she thinks that I was the one she has been waiting for. Then later on she admitted it to me. She said she loves me. Normally, people would find it flattering but that was not what I felt. I felt it was wrong for her t feel that way towards me because from the beginning I have treated her with utmost respect. I never saw that coming. She got upset whenever I start dating girls of my age. She tried to manipulate me with words. She acted as if she was so hurting and that I would feel really guilty for not entertaining her feelings. (to be continued)

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The Man

I am Zham. Friends call me Zhammy. Some know me as Zharmin. But i prefer to go by my nickname "ZHAM". I'm an artist. A musician. A photographer. And most of all God's servant - a worshiper. It's all about my Maker. My Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Well who am I? I am not famous. I'm an ordinary person with extraordinary things to share. I'm a History Maker. Aren't we all are? What matters to me is the things that I do... the legacy I leave behind... my history. Photography is one gift that I am really passionate about. I started taking photos when my parents gave me this film camera when I was 7 years old. But it was only later when I got so serious about it. It's really a passion.Everyday is an opportunity to take beautiful photographs. Everyday is a great new day to learn. Every new day gives inspiration to improve my craft.

The Style Team

Thanks to my good friend ALVIN CHAN for this portrait. Appreciate it buddy!

We are a team of collaborative and creative individuals driven by our passion for art, fashion and photography.

STYLE
Zham Libunao|photographer, creative director

GLAM SQUAD

Mitchie Lumanlan|style, hair and make up

Disclaimer I also have other contacts - professional make up artists and stylists - who helped me with some of the photos I have taken which are posted here. You can also avail of their service upon request.

Up Coming Events

13th Sept 2007: Photo Shoot at Intramuros, Manila
28th Sept 2007: Photo Shoot at the Fort
25th Nov 2007: Glamour/Sexy Photoshoot at GRAPHIC REPUBLIC. Organized by LOUSIANNE and JC
2nd Dec 2007:
Re-scheduled: Glamour/Sexy Photoshoot at GRAPHIC REPUBLIC. Organized by LOUSIANNE and JC

Zhammy Recommends

The following are things, places, persons who have influenced and inspired me to pursue my dream. They have helped mold my desire and passion for my craft in one way or another.

Philippine Center for Creative Imaging
Manual Magazine
imag|photography
Nylon for Guys
Studio NB: Nigel Barker Photography
Hillsong United
Hillsong Australia
America's Next Top Model
Tyra Banks
Fotografia D' Panlilio
Metro Him (MetroZines)
Mike Rosenthal Photography
Richard Reinsdorf Photography
Markus Klinko & Indrani
Matthew Jordan Smith
Viviens Creative Management
Kane Skennar Photography
Dominique James
Jun Miranda
Ibarra Deri
Raymund Isaac